Felisin [Feh-liss-in][1] was the youngest[2] daughter of House Paran in Unta. She was very fond of her brother Ganoes. Her sister Tavore described her as too soft for this world.[3]

Felisin was described as the prettier of the two Paran sisters, with black hair,[4] a rounded figure, and full lips. Ganoes noted her wide smile and dancing eyes.[5]

During the events of Deadhouse Gates she was fifteen years old.[6]

In Deadhouse GatesEdit

In 1162 BS, Felisin was arrested as a noble during the Cull. In 1163 BS, the fourteen year old girl was sent to the Otataral mines on Seven Cities by her sister Tavore, the Adjunct, as a demonstration of House Paran's loyalty to Empress Laseen. The House had become vulnerable not least because Ganoes Paran had become a renegade under Dujek Onearm.[7][8]

As the prisoners were gathered to be paraded past the crowds to the slave ships, Felisin met fellow prisoners Heboric Ghost Hands and Baudin. Baudin protected her from the worst of the jeering mob's violence. By the time they arrived Skullcup, Felisin had already realized her only asset was her body, which she sold to the guards in return for more food for herself and her two companions. In the mining camp, Felisin attached herself to Beneth, the local crimelord, for protection and to gain favours. She quickly became addicted to Durhang and alcohol, spending her days in a haze to dull the pain. Her only other outlet was her hatred for the sister responsible for her condition and daydreams of revenge.[9][10]

When the camp's native guards revolted as part of the Whirlwind uprising, Heboric and Baudin arranged the trio's escape into the desert.[11] It was on this journey that she discovered that Baudin was a Talon, sent by her sister to protect her, and who had intended to remove her from Skullcup as soon as possible. They had remained in the camp for so long only because in Baudin words, "[you] can't pull out a person who don't want to go."[12] Baudin also revealed that he had murdered Beneth during their escape.[13]

Cover Deadhouse Gates by Marc Simonetti

Felisin, Heboric and Kulp by Marc Simonetti (Official image)

Even after being freed from the mines, Felisin remained resentful and hardened from her experiences and continued to vow vengeance for her treatment against Tavore and now Baudin. She and her companions were rescued from the desert shore by Kulp and the crew of the Ripath, but after a disastrous trip through the warrens were left in the Holy Desert of Raraku. Felisin drove away Baudin, and made the lives of Kulp and Heboric miserable.[14] When the D'ivers Gryllen slew Kulp, Baudin reappeared revealing that he had not given up his charge. He saved the lives of Felisin and Heboric at the cost of his own, and died in a repentant Felisin's arms.[15] Felisin and Heboric continued on, stumbling upon Leoman and Toblakai who guarded the Book of Dryjhna and the corpse of Sha'ik. Felisin was proclaimed 'Sha'ik Reborn' by Leoman[16] and began receiving preternatural knowledge from the Whirlwind Goddess. They traveled to the oasis at the heart of Raraku where she took command of the Whirlwind and demanded the obedience of the High Mages, Bidithal, Febryl, and L'oric. Rather than opening the book, she struck a deal with the Whirlwind Goddess, unleashing a towering sandstorm column visible from hundreds of leagues away.[17][18]

Whilst in Raraku, she adopted an orphan and named her "Felisin". Then she recalled Korbolo Dom and his army back from Aren, even as her sister Tavore arrived with an army to deliver the Malazan Empire's vengeance.[19]

In Memories of IceEdit

Call to Shadow by Mer Helv

Felisin by Mer Helv

Ganoes was informed of his family's fate by Dujek Onearm. The renegade High Fist informed him that his parents had died and that Felisin had been shipped to an otataral mine. He noted that noble children too young to marry had all been slain by unofficial order and that Tavore's actions had likely spared her sister's life.[20]

Later, while standing amidst the destruction of Capustan, Ganoes had a vision of a green stone monolith towering above the desert sand. Without realizing it, he observed his sister Felisin and her companions, Baudin and Heboric, at the moment the historian touched the jade statue in Seven Cities.[21]

Ganoes knew in his heart that Tavore would find a way to rescue Felisin from the mine and likely had sent a guardian or two to protect her. But he was sure that the Felisin she rescued would no longer be the child they knew. He wished Tavore had found another way, and thought that the new Adjunct would someday pay dearly for her decisions.[5]

Spoiler warning: The following section contains significant plot details about Felisin Paran.

In House of ChainsEdit


Interpretation of Felisin by Yapattack

After the Whirlwind's victory over Coltaine and Pormqual's forces at Aren, Sha'ik Reborn withdrew the Army of the Apocalypse back to the Raraku oasis. Her camp soon became a snake-pit of seething dissent between her High Mages, advisors, and military commanders.[22] As Adjunct Tavore led the Malaz 14th Army to Raraku to unknowingly confront her sister, Felisin concentrated on writing poetry with the Whirlwind Goddess whispering in her ear.[22] She also made an alliance of convenience with Bidithal while the High Mage attempted to root out conspiracies against her amongst the Whirlwind's leadership.[23][24]

Under the Whirlwind Goddess's influence, she became obsessed with punishing the sister who had betrayed her.[25] At the same time, her love and concern for her adopted daughter, Felisin Younger, was suppressed. Sha'ik did not notice Felisin Younger's disappearance when Bidithal abducted and mutilated the girl.[26]

The 14th Army arrived at Raraku and made preparations for the following day's battle. But overnight, the core of Sha'ik's army, Korbolo Dom's Dogslayers, was killed by the spirits of Raraku.[27][28]
Sha'ik Reborn & Felisin Younger by Matt Smith

Interpretation of Sha'ik Reborn and Felisin Younger by Matt Smith

The next morning, Felisin garbed herself in her predecessor's armour and challenged Adjunct Tavore to single combat. As she waited for her sister, the Whirlwind Goddess was slain by Korbolo Dom's assassins and consumed by forces from High House Chains, claiming the fragment of the Warren she was using as her own. Suddenly, Felisin was not the Goddess' avenging Chosen, but merely a noblewoman with no sword training.[29]

Tavore easily slapped aside Felisin's weapon and killed her with a single sword thrust, never realizing who she really was because Felisin (as Sha'ik) was clad head to toe in armour. This was witnessed by most of the army on both sides, and in particular by Leoman, Karsa Orlong, Pearl, and Lostara Yil.[30]

"I just wanted to know, Tavore, why you did it. And why you did not love me, when I loved you. I--I think that's what I wanted to know. Heavy. So very heavy...Oh, Mother, look at us now."
―Felisin's dying thoughts[src]

Felisin died without ever knowing that her sister had sent her to the mines to save her, that she had sent Baudin to protect her, or that she had sent Pearl and Lostara to discover her fate.

Pearl and Lostara had identified Felisin's role as Sha'ik but arrived too late to save her. They did, however, conspire to keep the fact that Tavore had killed her own sister from the Adjunct, and Pearl spirited her body away to be buried on a hillside while Lostara distracted Fist Tene Baralta, who was eager to claim the body as a trophy.[31]

After her death, Sha'ik's army scattered bearing the Book of Dryjhna and fled for Y'Ghatan with Tavore vowing to follow and destroy them.[32][33]

Significant plot details end here.


Felisin was confirmed as the co-author of the Call to Shadow poem excerpts that appeared in the epigraphs of several chapters in Gardens of the Moon. Felisin Younger told Heboric that Felisin had rediscovered her hunger for writing poetry and worked on continuing the Call to Shadow poem begun by her own mother. The historian believed the Whirlwind Goddess used Felisin's creative efforts to whisper secrets containing truths into her ear.[34]


The Call to Shadow poem attributed to Felisin in Gardens of the Moon listed the poet's birthdate as 1146 BS.[35] However, Felisin herself noted that she "entered my sixteenth year" in 1164 BS, putting her birthdate at 1149 BS.[36]


"...though we leave the house of our birth, it never leaves us."
―Felisin Paran[src]

Notes and referencesEdit

  1. Read for Pixels 2016 Interview As pronounced by Steven Erikson at 46:17
  2. Gardens of the Moon, Dramatis Personae, UK MMPB p.xii
  3. Gardens of the Moon, Chapter 1, UK MMPB p.50
  4. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 14, US HC p.385
  5. 5.0 5.1 Memories of Ice, Chapter 18, US SFBC p.657-658
  6. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 3, US HC p.84
  7. Deadhouse Gates, Prologue
  8. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 11, UK MMPB p.449
  9. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 3, US HC p.79-80/84
  10. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 6, US HC p.148
  11. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 6
  12. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 11, UK MMPB p.448-449
  13. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 8, US HC p.202
  14. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 11, US HC p.288
  15. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 14, US HC p.374-381
  16. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 14, UK MMPB p.603
  17. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 18, UK MMPB p.750
  18. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 19, US HC p.492
  19. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 24
  20. Memories of Ice, Chapter 4, US SFBC p.133
  21. Memories of Ice, Chapter 17, US SFBC p.578
  22. 22.0 22.1 House of Chains, Chapter 7, US SFBC p.282
  23. House of Chains, Chapter 7, US SFBC p.288
  24. House of Chains, Chapter 18, US SFBC p.601
  25. House of Chains, Chapter 18, US SFBC p.594/600
  26. House of Chains, Chapter 18, US SFBC p.600/605
  27. House of Chains, Chapter 25, US SFBC p.801
  28. House of Chains, Chapter 26, US SFBC p.820
  29. House of Chains, Chapter 26, US SFBC p.822-828
  30. House of Chains, Chapter 26, US SFBC p.826-828
  31. House of Chains, Chapter 26, US SFBC p.829-831
  32. House of Chains, Chapter 25, US SFBC p.804
  33. House of Chains, Chapter 26, US SFBC p.829/834
  34. House of Chains, Chapter 7, US SFBC p.282-283
  35. Gardens of the Moon, Chapter 2, Epigraph
  36. Deadhouse Gates, Chapter 3, US HC p.84 - Note: Entering your 16th year is not the same as being 16 years old. A baby is not 1 year old during its first year of life.
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